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Infinite Tsukuyomi

by Drive Me Home Please

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WZRD HE❤RT
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WZRD HE❤RT Saw you play at Superior Merch a few dozen moons ago and fell in much love with ur project Favorite track: I Can Feel the Leaves Falling.
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dahlia This is a great follow-up to DMHP's last record, which was one of my favourite bedroom projects, period. This EP here shows definitive progress, something I was absolutely looking forward to. Oil Kid was very barren in terms of sound, which was something I found actually very charming about it, but this is a perfect step in the right direction.

80-81/100 Favorite track: I Can Feel the Leaves Falling.
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Hey is it okay if i sleep in today i know you got work early but you know i got in late last night and i sure need the sleep you know and i sure need to dream it’s easier to ignore all that’s starting to move on because i can tell that things are getting complicated and i know that if it’s real it won’t feel good because starting from the top you know there’s nowhere to go but down i waited all morning for you to come home im worried now why wont you pick up your phone im sorry if im boring i just like when you’re around because i dont know what there is to do in this town i waited all morning so whisper in my ear just promise me one thing that you’ll make it fucking clear say the word and i promise that i’ll leave you alone and i promise i’ll try not to crash on my way home
2.
I dreamt that they played MCR in wegmans and we ran singing through the freezer aisle with a clif bar weighing my pocket down no im not ready to leave this town and the weather won’t stop reminding me of how the first few months felt spent alone and how i still don’t think i wan’t to be alone i can’t help but think that it was me and not you That it was all just a lame old excuse to keep me sane and unbruised well it fckin bruised me anyway and the weather won’t stop reminding me of how the long drive home felt every night don’t fall asleep stop crying you can’t drive like this
3.
I’ll set up my bed on the interstate bc these days route 90′s my home because my life keeps taking me east but my heart belongs to the west and New york’s a big state, that’s getting smaller by the day each time i go outside it’s more familiar i’d say by the hudson or eerie or lake ontario or the finger lakes carved out so neatly by snow, i don’t care where i end up just as long as i’m a stone’s throw away and i feel warm out in my big coat even when it’s cold, even if it’s alone and i feel warm inside with a blanket with the girls running all around on the blanket and it feels good to have something i work for and it feels nice to see people i love as long as im still doin all of these things ill make it alright and ill still feel warm at night
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Carefully planted hooks in each nerve in my body I wish I could have left them there Being connected so comfortably was too easy But I couldn’t stay that way for long I’m still pulling them out one by one every time I find one You’re in some other net in some other sea I can still taste the farfalle I can still smell the spliff collected in your bowl And I can still feel the rumble of the pedal on my foot 300 miles down route 90 I can’t get past the fact that right now tonight i am completely alone and there is nothing i can do to change that i am alone in this apartment and i will be for weeks i know no one but i know what it feels like to love and i will long for that until the day i die and crumble onto the end of my bed bending and snapping on the floor ill melt here until someone walks in the door if that ever happens I think i’d die right there on the floor begging one last time to whatever stranger has come to hear my voice please drive me home
5.
i like you best when you’re crying please please you don’t need to keep trying it never felt real until you gave up I want to feel love again Maybe I’ll go outside once more but i know i won’t leave my porch as if that would have been enough to get me close to what i love but when the world’s in front of me I just get sick and put it off can i just lie in bed all day will i stay happier that way it’s night’s like these that fuck me up just knowing this won’t be enough x2 Maybe I’ll go outside once more but i know i won’t leave my porch as if that would have been enough to get me close to what i love x2
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I’m feeling as bold as i am feeling apathy, apathetically withdrawing again what are the chances now, that something will make me feel at ease No matter how i feel tonight i know that when i wake up, ill fill up my morning cup I can only do a half a bowl of oatmeal today im full, and i haven’t even eaten yet you’d be amazed at how easily a week can slip by not even a memory or proof that i was there honestly i’d say the deal’s as fair as it can get i’m having a good time i’m having a good time I’ve seen a face and it shows no signs of letting me calm down Come visit me, spend a few nights, help me imitate the feeling of home Sit me down and say this will not be the end, i will see you again In the same way That it used to be, the way it’s always been, the best years of my life
7.
I’ve been focusing on writing more, im trying to not feel so out of it because that’s what helps me breathe more than anything i just want to feel like i am heading in the right direction again but I don’t have the time to do full time because I already made up my mind about How I’m gonna spend my life and Im still not so sure if it’s really the best thing for me after all, it Never made me happy it just gave me something to think about Something gave me purpose and im holding onto that but All the while i need this project to keep me alive This is the most alone i’ve ever been and Im still not so sure how im handling it weeks on end alone does every sober night feel this dark well i Hope i can get back into the swing of things and bring the glory days back to me i just Hope it’s not too late, i just hope im not too late I hate the fact that i cant eat breakfast right now because i Feel like throwing up not for any reason in particular this is just How i wake up but ill force it down anyway like i always do because There are certain real world things that i really need to do today and i Know i wont feel better in the three hours without anything inside me and whhen did i get so anxiouus??

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Music written and recorded by Zach Hallenbeck
Mixed/mastered by Dan Lynch
Album artwork by Tyler Markowski

Big thanks to all my good friends who inspire me and keep me going

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released February 10, 2017

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Drive Me Home Please Rochester, New York

Upstate NY chill pop by Zachary Hallenbeck

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